あのね…

The worst feeling I have ever felt is when I woke up with a sad feeling and I don’t understand why. Looking up at the sky all gloomy and cloudy.

あのね…

Last night I was devastated by the truth that I have lost. I lost my way, I lost the blink inside my eyes and I lost the faith in myself. Pretty much broken am I?

あのね…

It’s not the state where I can be proud of, but I understand that almost every person will have this state in their own orbit of ages. This state is when we doubt on ourself. We don’t understand the purpose in our life anymore.

あのね…

We won’t moving on to the next phase if we can’t accept our current situation. Never deceive yourself with a lullaby, it’s great for a storytelling but not for your life. Face the problem you have, find a solution for it. If you don’t have a plan, say it! Don’t hide behind the sweet words that calm you down by saying “everything gonna be okay. YOU gonna be fine.” BECAUSE IT IS NOT. You are not fine! And you won’t be until you decide it yourself. You are the one responsible of your condition.

あのね…

It’s hard, even when someone trying to help, but you can’t just get out of the devil circle (and even put aside those who really care of you). I know. I’ve felt it. But let’s get out of this hellish situation together won’t ya? Let’s live our life better, cause we deserve it too.